When you just get over someone... And how you look at people...

Recently, I got over my last crush. Some people get over them right away, and some... well, don't. I got over him right away. He's an effin' jerk, ass of a person. Why did I like him in the first place? IDK, but anyway all I remember (this I kept a secret until now) was dreaming about going to the dance and he walks me home and we kissed... cliche but that's what I dreamed about... not a lie. But now I want to talk about how we see people. First, you guys saw me as the new girl that goes by Megan, then not so new girl, then gleek geek of Geek Squad (yes alter ego I mentioned that and it's still trademarked by Best Buy), then Alter Ego, then Alter Ego that likes a jerk, then now Alter Ego that got over The Jerk and in love with a really cute, smart and sometimes forgetful Korean Guy. You see people by looks, personality, or how you know them, like how we people (I mean friends at school) look at Neil as The Jerk Face that in the future will make the worst decision of his life.  You know what I mean... so this life lesson is if you know a person that, you know, has a bad 'history', don't bother and choose someone that you know will make the right decisions. And remember to always charge your phone at night.

With love,
Lucky

P.S. Angela, that last one was for you...

Crushes #1

Okay... today I may have lost the trust from my friends (one of the worst things you can lose in friendship). I kind have lied about who I had a crush on... well I should have known that having a crush on a certain guy is something you shouldn't be embarrassed of.

Crushes on guys of the past that I've had (starting from my old school):
1.) Nerdy yet humorous and strange
2.)  Effing Tall, Jerk, ass, player, and has a bad choice on who to ask out, maybe (Angie, Manaal, and Alter Ego know what I'm talking about.
3.) Bossy, rude, and yet (I just noticed as I typed) cute.... But it was fake....

Now I know I'm making the right choice on this one:
1{and maybe last}.) Tall, Korean, smart, kind, sometimes forgetful, and kinda cute (I have to get used to saying that). When I mean forgetful, I mean he forgot I sat next to him (Youngseo) and Jerk Face (Neil).

Thanks with complete love,
Lauren aka Lucky aka Megan aka Alter Ego.... And so on....

P.S. Alter Ego... Remember, like the opposite sides of the magnet...